Aaaah guyz... You dont know how stressed I'm.
Yesterday i trougth myself that today will be better... but sincerely im so frustrated on anything related in personal issues to me...
Work, life...etc , All is so damn complicated... i wich there was a damn solution to all, regarless there is one, death but XD, i love to live on a daily basis to much for to terminated to early xP...
Haha... man...this past two weekends, I have been very busy with holyday fairs xP wich is bad... cause it makes me hate holydays even more....guuuuuh... I seriously hope not to work like this again...
Work was kinda insane this whole time e___eUUU, the worst thing at all was the moody aura of my boss, she was winning that we got not sales...but well excuse me, first off well...we are making this tray show of course, but it was a tray show in a womans HOUSE... -x-U...yes in a house...they werent intelligent enough to understand that the fair wasnt gonna get any attention like that at all, and other fact it was that the place where the event was, was close to a mall XDUU... ok...well in my opinion and logical thinking I believe no one will be so interested to go to a "holyday fair" , after shopping in a mall, fo real...
Would it will make sence? I mean, lets put it this way...
Everybody goes to this gigantic mall, for shopping and eating in restaurants...for gods sake...how in the world somebody who is finishing to do that stuff is gonna be interested in going to a little holyday crappy fair where all the things are insanely expensive,honestly, who would... not
me ... If i got the mall why bother to go?...
pfft... god and apart of that the hostess of the place was my ex-boss... a very crazy and disorganized woman who i don't hate but somehow i want to hit in the face...
This woman has been triying to pull out her own business,she has a lot of courage for it, she is talented, but yet so disorganized and uneasy about things...
I worked for her for about half of a year helping her to pull out some things about the business ,in those things i was designing a website for her...wich i really enormous regret...
in jebus name... She maked me work like one month and a half in a website ... She trough that was too much time spent on that...and so well...but she wanted like this giant well designed shit with flash D= and all... flash it wasnt so easy for me at that time, but now it is cause im treating it in college daily...but before it was like kind of difficult for me... Id try my best to come up with good ideas for this stupid project...
but nearly until the end all my time was so wasted cause she hired a '

rofessional' to do the website for her... and thats when i decide to stop working for her... seriously i exploded at that moment.... It made me angry to waste my times and ideas for a thing that was useless at the end for her XD
that was the serious thing at the end but regardless of that, there was a lot other shit going on that make me live that job asap.
DX ... Le sigh....
I want this week to go fast and the weekend too, so i dont have to see my boss face again until the next month... for my sanity and for hers, Im getting crazy at that job, seems as the time passes that im just gonna leave it too

...fo real
what a drama with jobs...
but in the bright side i finally clear out my debit with the internet company

but it makes me happy!

AAh thanks for reading

, ill make sure to quit this ugly journal entry soon, dunt worry and sorry for the spam

hope you are all okay folks...

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Shinigi ~ <3